February 2012
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first i talked to my boss and she said i can have all the days i want, off! 4 whole days ya’ll! 5 day road trip <3
THEN i finally wrote a brilliant response paper for film theory.
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i miss my mac and it’s ability to fucking read RAW files.
goddamnit i might have to actually buy photoshop now.
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i might chicken out because these photos are so bad and put off my crit but for now things are good. even though i’m sick to my stomach i have bolthouse coffee and i found a really nice person whose futon i can chill on in Cincinnati.
nasty nati, louisville, pittsburgh wahoooo!
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yet again my perfectionism is spiraling out of control
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i’m trying to make these fat/whore/dyke/manly pictures and i just want to cry because there is no way i can get the pictures i want using myself as a model. even if it is supposed to be a personal. i just cannot fucing compose pictures when i can’t even see what the camera sees because of this 10 second timer. i wish i had some friends, just like 3 friends, that’s all. who could...
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Femme is defiance. Femme ignores the male gaze & tells patriarchy to fuck...
– BOSSY FEMME (via limpwristsraisedfists)
hi. i love you.
(via femmesandfamily)
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i think that for our one night in the hotel room away i will be wearing slutty heels.
because i don’t have to walk that much. and i doubt i’ll be standing long.
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every punk knows cups are punker than tampons, anyway
– fuckyealiz
luv u liz.
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tonight.
we are old and fucked up.
I woke up nice but after a rough (in the bad way) night and a lot of frustration and stress. I decided even if it could be rough on my self esteem at this point, I have no choice but to do my photo project about myself. As an introvert it’s really hard to come up with compelling projects when I don’t have many people I’m comfortable shooting pictures...
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daddy said he’s hungry.
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Pain
of all sorts.
I was thinking about how I’m afraid nobody will ever believe me. That it’s all in my head, the hurting I feel. That maybe everyone else lives in some form of pain and never says anything. I’m just too lazy, too weak. That’s why I have to push through and build up my strength. It almost doesn’t hurt to walk down stairs, and I can reach beyond my toes...
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i will make and keep new friends i will make and keep new friends i will make and keep new friends i will make and keep new friends i will make and keep new friends i will make and keep new friends
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i’m experiencing some very lonely realizations and missing people i pushed away as well as the people who still love me but are just far away.
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one of my goal in life is to have more lingerie/naughty-wear than “regular” clothes.
meaning not very many clothes. because ideally i would like to not have to wear “regular” clothes except when it’s cold.
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30 Day Fem/me Challenge
Day 11: Show us a picture/description of your dream make-up.
To be honest I ‘m not really into makeup. I don’t like dramatic glittery crazy makeup on myself, and I tend to lean towards minimalistic but perfectly applied makeup. I like smoky eyes but I think it makes my eyes look odd because they are already so deep set. Oh and I love bright lips! My dream makeup is something like...
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i didn’t get quite enough time today to do what i needed and i fell asleep last night before i could rub one out and now I am going to get my hair done and i am high so i’m so wet already then i’m going somewhere so naughty and full of beautiful sexy oeople and how I’ll handle this I don’t quite know.
See you at the Dirty Show!
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the way i see it, the more you tell me i’m too fat the stronger my desire to buy slutty undies and show them off.
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sometimes i put myself into a trance-like state of rubbing the frenulum.
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to do list
take photos for assignment tomorrow while everyone is gone
work out with asshole trainer
possibly cancel trainer program
finish valentine
print tickets!
edit photos
write response paper for tsotsi
buy slutty underwear and thigh highs for show friday
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